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August 15 - August 17, 2025
My jealous ass mind immediately went to wondering if she was hiding a nigga in there, and I knew right then me continuing to pretend I didn’t wanna be Anastazia’s second baby daddy wasn’t gon’ fucking last.
Anastazia might not have been in the mood for a new nigga, but she was about to get one.
“Finders keepers, muthafucka.” Asif straightened up, no longer leaning on the booth seat and now slightly dwarfing the man. “Take ya loss like a man, lil nigga. You dismissed.”
“How ’bout you walk off while you still can, nigga. ’Cause if I have to put hands on you, then I gotta shoot you, and I don’t think getting bodied is worth a woman you never gon’ have. But you let me know.”
“Why can’t I be looking for a man? After what I endured, I deserve it.” “Because when you start looking, yo’ eyes need to land on me.”
“That’s already in a nigga’s blood. You forgot? I was put on earth to be a step daddy.” He smiled and I chortled, thinking of Lisara. “But I don’t play no roles, love. I live in the shit, show other muthafuckas how it’s done. That was supposed to be my baby anyway.” “I didn’t know you when she was created.” I hated myself for cheesing at this shit he was laying down, but I couldn’t help it. “Now you do. You bet not have another fucking baby that ain’t carrying my DNA.”
“I’m gon’ put it to you like this though: Either you fucking with me or you single.” He shrugged subtly and nonchalantly.
“He ain’t being nice, love. He trying to be ya man, and I’m not having the shit. Like I said, when you in the market for a new nigga, I want you having tunnel vision, with me at the end of that muthafucka. Plus, only bodyguard you need is me. You don’t know these other niggas I got working for me, so you need something, you come to me only.”
“I know we friends, but I want you. Long as I ain’t making you uncomfortable, let me do me. A nigga can’t see something I want and be idle, baby. I’m a go-getter.”
“I’m yours and you been mine since you walked into that fucking office. When I thought you was happy, I was willing to suffer and be a homeboy or some shit but now that you free, love, I gotta do what I gotta do; go for what I want. I’m ready to lock you down, ice out that finger, put Sophie on a nigga’s taxes, and take care of you. When you ready, of course.”
I wanted her to be safe. I wanted all her fucking time she didn’t spend working or with her family and friends to be mine. I wanted to wake up to her, go to sleep next to her. Listen to her tell me about all the weird types of treatments and cures she found from the seventeenth century. I wasn’t interested in keeping her locked up, depressed, and scared like that mark ass nigga.
“I’m only gon’ say this once, nigga. I’m interested in Anastazia. I like her. I want her. I’m gon’ pursue her. I am pursuing her. She off-fucking-limits. That’s me, and if you so much as open a fucking door for her, it’s gon’ be the last time you use yo’ fucking hands for anything. I don’t give a fuck what I told you or the rest of them niggas. Y’all not me, hence why I’m top dog and you do what I tell you to. I change the rules whenever the fuck I see fit or how I see fit, so I’m tweaking this one. She ain’t fair game, she spoken for. I’m the only one in the mob that can touch that. You got
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“Be respectful when speaking on the mother of my child ’cause it’s nothing for a nigga to take this Hermes leather off and put belt to yo’ ass like yo’ daddy should’ve.”
You older, but I’m big dog, nigga. You a muthafuckin’ pup to me, cuz, and don’t make me remind me of you of that shit.”
“You know I need to taste it daily.” He put me onto my back, moving to my other nipple. “I wanna eat it ’til you shaking.” He shoved up my nightie and began kissing my stomach while removing my panties. “Eat it while you shaking until you doing the shit again.”
“You ugly hos better count y’all fucking days for ruining my birthday.” Unique pointed to them.
