Again, I think that I should be happy about this. This is how they should be. How they probably would be if Emmaline had never died. Of course, this makes me think of the picture again. The smiling woman who thought she had her whole life in front of her. She should be the one sitting here now, watching her husband and daughter in the kitchen. But if she was still here…I wouldn’t be. What a terrible thing to think. But I can’t help it because this moment is so beautiful. And that’s a dangerous idea to let in.
