You told me to write down everything I was feeling tonight, so here you go. For reasons I don’t fully understand, I love what we do upstairs in that room. It doesn’t make any sense. Being tied up should be terrible. It should make me feel afraid and panicked, but it’s the opposite. I’m relaxed and at ease, and for that short time, my mind is just quiet. If I were with anyone else, I think I would be afraid. They could hurt me or take advantage of me, and I would feel like a fool for putting myself in that situation. But I know you won’t hurt me. How do I know that? I’m not sure. But I do. I
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