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Lips pursed to fight a smile, I wanted to point out that wasn’t what I asked her, but then she bent down and pulled a cast-iron skillet of buttermilk biscuits out of the oven and I lost my train of thought. God is so good, I thought as my mouth watered.
Noah with his attentiveness and need for quality time. And Greyson with his broodiness and silent acts of service.
That was love, in its simplest form. Wanting the best for someone. Sometimes even if they didn’t want the best for themselves.
Greyson was the safe bet. He was always the safest person in my life and I knew that was another part of why it kept happening.
My sister looked sad and it tugged at my heart. Just not enough to make me disrespect myself and give in. I was over being my father’s verbal punching bag.
It was unhinged, getting off on the thought of my best friend and our neighbor. But every time the thought snuck into my head, I followed it until my dick was empty and my breathing was ragged.
As much as I wanted True, I wanted Noah to have her too. I wanted to watch them. To study the way they made each other come undone. I wanted her to have us and I wanted us to have her together. I wanted everything with them. What. The. Fuck?
was convinced cats had spread the propaganda that they were easy pets so that by the time people figured out they weren’t, they were too attached to do anything about it.
“Don’t you want to give me something to clean up when I make you watch me lick her pretty pussy?”
I missed having someone inside of me. I missed someone holding me down while they fucked into me with abandon. I missed being worshiped and used, fucked nastily and adored in the same breath. I missed somebody wanting me and showing it.
Whatever you want. It’s always been whatever you want, you just had to ask.”
“I owe you an apology.” He nuzzled my neck, inhaling me like he was trying to reacquaint himself with the way I smelled. God, these men were dramatic. So fucking clingy and affectionate. And what did it say about me that I loved it so damn much?
It hit me then that I would let this woman boss me around however the fuck she wanted for the rest of my days. She didn’t have to ask me nicely for shit and I would still give it to her on a gold platter. How the fuck had this happened?
already know this is a bad idea.” “Why?” I hummed, working my way out of her before pushing back in. She hissed lightly but the way her eyes rolled told me she liked the pain. “Because I already miss your dick and you’re still inside of me.”
Now she was fucking me from the bottom, working her hips to control the pace. I buried my face between her breasts and whimpered at the way she was fucking herself on my dick.
My lips found hers and I moaned through my release into her mouth while my hands sank into her waist with a bruising grip. I didn’t know what the fuck had just happened to me, but I knew after tonight, I belonged to True St. John. Irrevocably.
“This is childish, Greyson. You don’t own me.” “No, but you own me, True. And that’s something you need to come to terms with. Because I’m not going anywhere.“
My mouth stopped producing sounds when I was flung into an orgasm that made me question reality.
“Fight it as much as you want, but I know you just felt that. I belong to you.” He kissed my thigh again, his tongue licking my heated skin.
“And whatever this thing is you have going on with Noah, I need y’all to figure it out. You want both of us? Have both of us. But you need to understand that he is the only man I will share you with.” “Greyson.” “Are we clear on that?” I nodded.
Noah was so damn pretty. Every part of him, from his eyes to his hair. From his smile to his soul. I wanted to be lost in him and I wanted us to be lost in each other.
I knew right then I was gonna make this man come in his pants and I knew I was gonna enjoy every second of it.
“Please, True. I just wanna be good for you.”
“I think you just fucked up, True. Because I don’t think I’ll ever let you go after that.”
“It just doesn’t make sense, dad. I love Noah. I always have. He’s my best friend. But lately, now that True is in our lives, I’m seeing him differently. I want to take care of them. I want them to be happy. I want to know every problem they have before they have it so I can fix it.“
“God, you have a pretty dick,” I breathed. “Then sit on it, Red.”
“Breathe, Red.” I was breathing. It just wasn’t enough. Nothing was enough for the way this man felt inside of me.
“You came for him?” “Yes.” True didn’t look away from my mouth as she wet her lips and tightened her legs around me. “You want me to make you come too?” “Yes.” “So god damn greedy,” I groaned lowly, claiming her mouth.
She kissed me like she wanted to taste every breath I took and own every sound I made.
“This pussy just for me and Noah?” “Oh, fuck. Yes.” She tried to start moving again, but I held fast to her waist, halting her. “Nobody else?” “No, Greyson, please. Nobody else.” “Good girl,” I praised, but I didn’t start fucking her again.
“Or I’ll fuck that doubt out of you and give your mouth something to do besides test me.”
“That time you found me in the woods. Would you chase me?” “I told you, never without your consent. Your limits and safe word come before anything. Because what do you want to happen when I catch you?”
“Are you going to run until I catch you or give up and beg for mercy? Do you want a fight? Or do you want me to use you however I want? Do you want me to punish you? Do you want it to hurt? If I told you to get on your fucking knees and undo my pants, would it be too much? Would you let me fuck your throat in the woods until I came?”
It was his fault. Both of their faults. I wasn’t this…greedy. Never this needy, but this was who they turned me into.
made eye contact with Noah the whole time Greyson fucked me. And somehow, I had another orgasm to give.
“I don’t think I’ve ever wanted it to work with anybody as much as I want it to work with you.” He pecked my lips, the action so gentle in comparison to what he’d done to me tonight. “Please don’t fucking leave.”
And I wanted him to trust me. With everything. Especially his feelings for me.
grabbed him tighter. I needed him as close as he could get and when he was, I wanted him in my skin.
Still trying to get closer, he wrapped a hand around my torso and pulled me flush against him at the last minute, fucking against my hand until he froze and sank his teeth into my neck, sucking and kissing me hard. Greyson was coming for
“These aren’t dirty little secrets, Noah. I don’t need a warning label to know if I wanna be with you, and I’m sorry anyone ever made you feel like that was the case.”
“Then stop being around him. Stop giving him access to you. But don’t ask the people who love you to stop loving you. Because that’s what you do when you love somebody, you don’t let people treat them like shit.”
I knew it was over when I wanted her happiness, her safety and her pleasure in my hands.
“Because if I fucked you how I wanted right now, you might think I hate you.”
I needed to get out of these clothes. The only thing I wanted on me was her.
“I fucking love you,” I confessed, my hand circling around her nape as I yanked her flush against me. “I fucking love you and the thought of you leaving drives me insane.
“Look how good you take this dick. That’s all you wanted from me?” I thrust again, rubbing against her clit before I pulled out. “This all you wanted, True?“
“Where are you going, True?” I fucked into her until my chest burned, then I repeated my question. “Where the fuck are you going, True?” “Nowhere,” she cried, her voice uneven on the two simple syllables. “You’re not leaving?” “I’m not leaving.”
“You’re already where you’re supposed to be, Red. I wanna give you fucking everything. You deserve everything. Just let me give it to you.”
“Whatever that was last night…we’re not doing it again. Fight as much as you want but I’m not sleeping alone. So figure that shit out.”