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God, these men were dramatic. So fucking clingy and affectionate. And what did it say about me that I loved it so damn much?
“I apologize for not telling you what it was sooner so you never would have gone on that date.” That was not an apology. “But everything I said that night remains the same. I’ll fuck you every night you need me and take you on as many dates as you want.”
“I don’t know if you know this yet but I don’t have a soft spot for many people. For a while, it’s just been my family and Noah. But I care about how you feel, True. And I wanna be the reason you feel good, not however you were feeling for the past two days.”
“I wanna be the reason for a lot of things when it comes to you, but I’m not trying to scare you off because it’s only been a month.”
“You make me excited, True. I love coming home to you and Noah. I love how easy it is for us to be around you. And I want more of that. You need me to be your friend? I can do that. But you know I can give you so much more. I want to give you so much more.”
“It’s not our only time.” I hadn’t been inside of her yet and I knew I wasn’t agreeing to that. “You said whatever I want.” “Not that, Red.”
It hit me then that I would let this woman boss me around however the fuck she wanted for the rest of my days. She didn’t have to ask me nicely for shit and I would still give it to her on a gold platter. How the fuck had this happened?
A week ago, I thought I was in control. Now she had me by the dick and I was willing to do whatever she wanted. For as long as she wanted.
“I already know this is a bad idea.” “Why?” I hummed, working my way out of her before pushing back in. She hissed lightly but the way her eyes rolled told me she liked the pain. “Because I already miss your dick and you’re still inside of me.”
I didn’t know what the fuck had just happened to me, but I knew after tonight, I belonged to True St. John. Irrevocably. And the next morning, when I woke up alone, without a trace of her anywhere in sight, I still believed that.
Every time I touched this woman, my body came alive in ways I didn’t understand. Like there was a live current existing between us that randomly decided to zap me with electricity at the wildest times.
“Nah, True. I’m not upset, but you got me fucked up if you think you’re sneaking out of my bed again.” Kissing my teeth, I shook my head. “I won’t have to because we’re not doing that again.”
“We are. And it’s gonna be because you want it. The same way you wanted it last night.” “I told you it was once.” “And I told you that was bullshit. Ask me for anything else but that, True. Anything else.”
“No, but you own me, True. And that’s something you need to come to terms with. Because I’m not going anywhere.“
Greyson Wolfe to make me see stars again.
“Fuck. You’re incredible…” he said it so lowly I wasn’t sure it was meant for my ears, but I cried out nonetheless, arching into him on instinct. “I’m so fucking obsessed with you.”
My mouth stopped producing sounds when I was flung into an orgasm that made me question reality. I shuddered my release against his tongue and came undone when he lapped it up greedily, like it was his reward. My whole body had a heartbeat and I was sure my toes were numb. But it was worth it. A million times over.
He lifted his head when I finished convulsing and looked at me with a claim in his eyes he didn’t have to voice. I heard him loud and clear.
“Fight it as much as you want, but I know you just felt that...
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“And whatever this thing is you have going on with Noah, I need y’all to figure it out. You want both of us? Have both of us. But you need to understand that he is the only man I will share you with.”
Instead, he stood up, stroked his hand over the erection straining against his pants, and bent down to let me taste myself on his lips. “Good fucking girl.”
Holy shit, this man was going to be the end of me.
Then all hell broke loose in that dressing room. My parents had a way with words and none of those words led to anything good.
I smelled like outside. Probably tasted like it too. But True kissed me like I was the answer to something she’d been searching for and I kissed her back with just as much neediness.
“So what you saying, Red?” True stared at me, her eyes wide but unwavering. “I’m saying, what if I want both of you?”
What if I want both of you? This woman. The one I told myself was out of my league since the moment I met her, wanted me?
I wanted what she wanted. She had no fucking idea. I wanted her to have everything she needed. Always. And if that was me and my best friend, I would give it to her, a million times over.
“I think Greyson is the only man I could share you with,” I answered truthfully. Relief flooded her gaze as she twisted her lips. “Funny. He said the same thing about you.”
I wanted to make a joke about her not needing to seduce me, but the words died on the tip of my tongue when she held up a white wand between us. A vibrating hum pulled my attention to the round head of it. The toy bobbed slightly under True’s manipulation. “I can show you how I get off or I can get you off,” she whispered before tapping a button to increase the speed. Yea, I was seduced.
Was I ovulating? I hadn’t checked my app in a while, but that had to be it. Either that, or allowing Greyson to make me come had unleashed a feral need inside of me I didn’t know existed. It seemed like the more pleasure I got, the more pleasure I needed.
How the hell had I ended up with these two fine ass men who couldn’t hide how much they craved me?
The moment the vibrations hit his dick, he whimpered and threw his head back. Fuck. Me. I knew right then I was gonna make this man come in his pants and I knew I was gonna enjoy every second of it.
There was something so addicting about the way he surrendered to me even though we’d never done this dance before. He trusted me. And that deserved…everything.
“Fuck, True.” “You’re being so good for me, Noah. I don’t think you understand how fucking hot that is.”
“True, that’s gonna make me come.” “Good, because that’s what I want. Don’t you deserve to come, Noah?”
My heart was beating hard in my chest and all I wanted was for this man to come for me.
“I think you just fucked up, True. Because I don’t think I’ll ever let you go after that.”
“It just doesn’t make sense, dad. I love Noah. I always have. He’s my best friend. But lately, now that True is in our lives, I’m seeing him differently. I want to take care of them. I want them to be happy. I want to know every problem they have before they have it so I can fix it.“
“Oh, you got it bad. For both of them. How the hell did this happen?” “That’s why I called you. I just…I don’t know.” “You always were the overachiever in the family. A boyfriend and a girlfriend,”
To: Promise 6:15 PM Me: What the fuck was that? And why did I like it?
Nine words and she sealed what I already knew before this damn date. This wasn’t temporary and I wasn’t letting this woman go in two and a half months.
I didn’t care if I had to follow her to King’s Town and start a new life there. True St. John wasn’t someone I wanted to live without.
I was in trouble. I knew that already. But I liked Noah. Liked him so much, everything else in my head kinda turned to static when he focused his attention on me for too long. Liked the way he wanted to take me on dates. Liked the way he gave me his undivided attention.
Oh, shit. I’d never seen Noah mad before. Why was it working for me?
“God, you have a pretty dick,” I breathed. “Then sit on it, Red.”
And I promise you, he grew thicker inside of me. I didn’t know what kind of magic it was, but I wasn’t complaining. The more I had of him, the more I wanted.
Every upward stroke stole a piece of my soul. Every thrust kissed my clit with friction. Every flex of his fingers made me want more. And more. And more. Each time I caught my breath, I lost it again. Until I came careening over the cliff and fell into his chest with as much grace as a hurricane.
“Noah fuck you good, Red?” “Yes.” Her eyes dropped to my lips, her lids heavy from sleep and something else. “You came for him?” “Yes.” True didn’t look away from my mouth as she wet her lips and tightened her legs around me. “You want me to make you come too?” “Yes.” “So god damn greedy,”
“Do you know how much I think about being inside of you since you let me have you?”
True answered me by deepening our kiss. Her tongue grabbed ahold of mine, twisting and claiming. She kissed me like she wanted to taste every breath I took and own every sound I made.