‘I’m not going to tell you how I feel just yet, because I’ve done such a shitty job of showing you so far. But remember how it was in my bed after we played the piano?’ I nod wordlessly. ‘That’s how I feel. But you don’t have enough datapoints yet, you just have a few moments of me not behaving like an absolute dick. So I’m going to give you more, a lot more, because I want a future with you, love. And with your permission, I’d like to spend time with Tabs too when we get back. I want to get to know her better and prove to you that I’m worthy of giving you both the future you deserve.’