“Do you ever feel like . . .” Josh started, his eyebrows stitched together “. . . like the pandemic changed you? Like you’re trying to go back to your 2019 life and your 2019 ways of doing things and you just . . . can’t? Your 2019 self is gone forever. That life is a distant dream. Everything is different now. Like maybe you’re meant to do something else or be someone else entirely? Like you don’t even know who you are anymore?”