Urgent confessions clog my throat. Things I want to tell him. One important thing in particular that makes my heart thump, but I hold it back. It’s not like I’ll never see him again, I’m just being ridiculous and dramatic. As I leave, I pause in the door. “If there are any more updates, let me know, okay?” “Yeah.” Finn looks like it’s killing him to watch me go. It’s killing me, too.