What do I do? Turn around. Look. Don’t look. Don’t move. No. Run. I’m cold. I’m so cold. I’m sweating. I’m ruining this beautiful dress. It’s ruined. You’re ruining your beautiful life. It’s ruined. It’s been ruined. You ruined it. You want to feel something. You feel too much. You. You hate everything you feel. You need to feel something different. Something louder. You should light yourself on fire.

