“It’s a feeling. I’m not even sure I dislike who I am with him, I just . . . That person? That person isn’t me. It’s like I’m squatting inside that person, I don’t know. And the feeling has grown with each birth. I have the kid, and Morris sees the baby and he loves him, like truly loves him, but there’s something that feels exclusive about it. Like he’s even more indifferent to me, cares less about me now that he’s got what he wanted, these sons.”
