“I’m in love with him,” I say out loud, testing the words. “Oh my gods. I’m in love with him.” Orok nods soothingly. “Pretty sure you have been for a while.” I know my eyes are bloodshot, know I look a wreck. “Why is that a bad thing?” he asks. Reasons clatter over themselves in their rush to get out first. I don’t deserve it. I’ll freak out and fuck it up. “It isn’t,” I say instead. I make myself say instead. And it forces all those reasons to evaporate like mist, like the insubstantial bullshit they always have been. It isn’t a bad thing that I love him. I deserve to love him. What is a bad
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So mush wrong here!!! Firstly! He only stormed out on Thio because he's in love with him?!?! Secondly!! He's been falling apart with stress and anxiety for 6 years and so when his partner selflessly always put on a brave face for him he just assumed Thio was fine, because he's too selfish to have ever assumed otherwise!! And THIRDLY!!! He's mad at Thio for not telling him he's also been stressed and anxious!!!?? Sorry but we've all been a little too preoccupied with your drama baby boy. I'm starting to think our man Thio is too good for Sebastian
