I’m shaking because I don’t know what I’m doing, but I know that I want this. I want to take whatever he’s struggling with away, even if it’s just for a moment, and make him feel as good as he made me feel the other day. It’s obvious that he’s not good with sitting in his feelings and that he communicates best with touch, not words. And if physical touch is what he needs to take his mind off all of this, then I want to do that for him.
