felt so small. I kept waiting for my heart to shatter, but maybe it had already broken too many times; maybe there was no longer any part of it left to destroy. Instead, I just felt empty and sad. Most of all, I feared I might be losing a friend as well as a boyfriend.
I feel so scared of this happening to me after being with kenneth, so scared of rejection that i basically changed my identity because of the heartache he caused me. Even tho you cant see it in the outside, i still miss his text reminding me how much he loved me every day.
