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All the times I cried myself to sleep because something was missing. There was a disconnect that I couldn’t figure out, and I knew it was God telling me it was time to walk away. God made us uncomfortable, disconnected and confused before he told us to walk away.
“You said you wanted me to court you. I want to get to know you, Navy… not fucking worry about no kids.”
I’m concerned with showing you everything you deserve… knowing you.
“Cause I want to put a smile on your face. Want that bottom lip to quiver when I’m dick deep inside you out the country.”
“I’m a boyfriend, Navy Bleu?” She blushed and looked away. “Not like that… I’m not saying…um… shit,” she stammered. Pulling her chin so she could look me directly in my eyes, she tried to look away. “I wanna be your boyfriend, fiancé, and husband, Bleu. May seem like I’m bullshitting, and I couldn’t possibly know. I fucking know.” “How?” she softly questioned. I took her hand and placed it on my chest. “This knows. I don’t feel like this with everybody. When we come back, I want you and your parents to meet my family.”
Holding her chin, I looked into her eyes. “Whatever you want, it’s my job to provide and make that happen. You asked me to court you with roses and shit, but Casellis don’t court that way, Pooh. Trips, diamonds and anything you fucking want from me is my way of courting you.”
Navy smiled at me. “And I’m not a gold digger in your eyes?” “Where the fuck you pulling this shit from? I’m handing you the shovel… dig, Bleu.” I winked, and she kicked her feet excited. “You can walk away, Landon… no hard feelings.”
“God cover him and help him overcome the things he doesn’t speak about. Let him know that my intentions are pure and the love I’m feeling is real. Amen.”

