But what on earth would he tell Olivier? That he spent every waking moment thinking about him? That ever since he’d entered Blackwood, there’d been this horrible gaping hole inside him, this unrelenting sadness, that only ever went away in Olivier’s presence? That looking at him hurt? That being around him physically pained him—quite literally snatching the breath from his lungs? That he completely, desperately, shockingly loved him?
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