He trusted me with this. No one else had ever been inside Ryan like this. Just me. A burning sensation welled behind my eyes at the realization that while sex for me had always been treated like a basic need, this was something extremely special for Ryan, and I was so fucking honored that he had chosen me to experience it with him for the first time. That coupled with the fact that this was special for me, too. This was also my first time, in a way. It was my first time having sex with someone I was in love with, and the moment I realized that, I began to shake.
