“Capella wants that housewife, and I can’t be that for him. I don’t want to have more kids right now… I feel like I barely recovered after Rory, and now I’m feeling a little bit normal, and we find out that he’s autistic… another baby is so much. I should have been honest with him and told him, but I know him. He has this way about him that would convince me to keep the baby.”
and she definitely has a right to feel that way—just like she constantly tries to compete/compare herself to the wives, capella constantly tries to be like his father and uncles. i really wished she would’ve expressed that to him after she had rory.