For the first time in my life, I considered that question. I stood at a crossroads with my life. One path was full of my demons and darkness—all the bad things I couldn’t conquer alone. The other path led to a life with Jackson. A life where all my bad shit didn’t follow us around and ruin everything. Where I could smile and feel happiness again. A life I wanted so fucking bad that it hurt. One I couldn’t have if I didn’t do something different.
