know this is hard to believe, but my transgressions had nothing to do with my love for you. I regret all of it, regret it with all my heart. If I could take it all back, I would, because losing you has been the single most painful event of my life. I hate knowing you’re here alone…while I sleep in the bed I used to share with you. There’s been no one else since you’ve been gone, and I’ll put my hand to the bible and swear to that.”
