I don’t really know myself very well these days, and yeah, being so close to you again really fucks with my head, mostly because of how I treated you. I struggle with it.” His eyes cut back to mine, making my heart jolt. “But you are worth every moment of that struggle, Beck. Every fucking moment. I don’t know what will happen in the future, but I do know that the only place I want to be is by your side.” He glanced down between our bodies and said, “Or sitting on top of you.”
