When she reads the letter, she will know for certain that I am in love with her, and that our kiss was not just a silly, girly thing, and not just one animal pawing another – it was a dream realised. Maybe I was too honest, maybe I put a little too much love into the letter, and a little too much of myself into the kiss. Maybe if she thought it was just a funny, slutty practice kiss then she would let me do it again. If I could only run to the toilets before I vomit my nerves onto my desk, but Susannah could be in any one of them, with my letter, which reveals my whole heart. Writing it was so
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