Why can’t I be cool and keep my composure? Maybe if I were, I wouldn’t be in this situation. An awkward, bumbling nerd who is hopelessly single. Not that I mind most days. I like my life. I love getting to design buildings for a living. I have a close group of friends who are like family, since my own family lives across the country. So what if I don’t date? So what if I’ve never had sex? It’s not like my life depends on those two things. Then why am I starting to sweat?
