I’ve always loved working this night. Tonight? I wish I were walking around with Ollie. Holding his hand, pulling him close. Shit. For a fake relationship, I can’t stop thinking about Ollie in a very real way. Thinking things I haven’t felt in a long time. Since I dumped my boyfriend and moved home. I locked all those feelings up. Everyone told me what a grump I was being about relationships. Well, as Charlie said, I was being a dick about relationships. Maybe it was because I needed someone like Ollie?
