did I ask for this misery? did I ask for the insults, the disdain, the name-calling, the betrayal? did I do something to bring this all upon myself? is this the type of “love” I must accept because of something I did? no – this is what he wants me to believe. because if I believe I asked for it, I won’t question it. and if I don’t question it, I won’t question him. and if I don’t question him, he gets to escape accountability forever.
