In the Veins of the Drowning (The Siren Mage, #1)

by Kalie Cassidy

But if you are to devastate me, then let it be completely. Lay waste to me and everything that’s mine. A life without you in it is not one I wish to lead.”

Stop it Right Now

All this to say, I am adrift. I am bereft, but I think my purpose is growing clearer than it ever has been. My duty, my desire—they have become one entity. They are both unquestionably tied to you. The absence of you has shown me that, if you will let me, I will happily carve myself open again and pour you back inside me. I cannot see how yet. I don’t know the way. But if you will have me again at the end of all this—even if you won’t—I am yours. For now, I must do terrible, punishing things to keep my people and you safe. Come back to me and absolve me of them. Yours unendingly, Theo

It’s giving Cruel Prince and I’m feral