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feel as though I am falling apart and no one understands or cares…”
She may have thought she was devil-created, but she was flawless. I was pretty damn sure if there was a devil, he had nothing to do with what I was seeing. That was all good, a goddamn fucking blessing.
Gotta take life by the balls at some point and squeeze those fuckers with the skill of a whore.”
“He no longer looks at other women, though they lustfully look at him. He watches only you. Sees only you. Smiles at only you… I think, for him, you are the brightest star in his sky, blotting out those who have come before.”
“I think that love is love, no matter the flaws, or faith of the person you choose to give your heart to. We are all fallen in some way, Lilah, none of us perfect, but to feel someone’s unconditional love, surely that is all that matters in the end.”
Lilah lifted my right foot into the bowl and set to wash that too. Fucking shivers ran up my body. I loved sex, loved fucking pussies. I loved licking them, pounding them, fucking fingering them until my arm was drenched with juice, but Lilah humming on the floor, covered head to toe and washing my feet, had to go down as the hottest moment of my life.
Fucking was easy. It was this intimacy between two people that destroyed your heart so you couldn’t see anything else but the bitch before you, giving you something you never knew you even needed.
“But you. For you, I’d kill every fucker in the world if they were a threat. Those bitches died because they touched you, Li. I gotta protect you. Gotta keep you safe.”
The bitch was mine now whether she knew it or not; she was mine to keep.
“Because I fuckin’ love you, Li… I’m fuckin’ insane over you. You ain’t no burden.”
“I’m gonna make love to you, Lilah. I’m gonna take you as mine, possess you. ‘Cause there ain’t no one out there… no one else who could do this to me, but you.”
“I promise you, sugar. I’m gonna save my woman… or I’m gonna fuckin’ die trying.”
“Old lady?” Vike asked. “Since when?” “SINCE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW!” I screamed, and Vike held up his hands. “Lilah, my fuckin’ old lady, has been taken and y’all wanna sit ‘round like fuckin’ housewives at coffee and discuss tactics? Then let me tell you what those cunts do. They fuckin’ rape kids. They raped my woman for years, forced her to take cock she didn’t want, brainwashed her into thinking she’s evil ‘cause she’s fuckin’ stunning. Told her that being fucked by a ‘disciple of God’ would help save her fuckin’ evil soul! And best of all, she was abused by her father… her fuckin’ father,
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I did not care anymore. Let them do to me what they wished. I could not live this way. If my soul could not be saved, Ky could never love me purely. I would rather die than have his love under a ruse… and I would rather die than continue to live under the prophet’s rule.
As he gurgled on his blood, I stood, but not before I crushed his nuts and winkle-dick with my boot, smiling as he screamed out, the movement slicing his throat farther.
“Every single second of my life… because it eventually led me to you. It led me to fall so deeply in love with you, Ky… the man who recaptured this bruised and battered heart.”
“Even salvation can be found through the love of the damned.” And right there I was done. She weren’t getting away. She was in my bed, on my bike, and fucking forever by my side. Lilah’s hand stroked down my cheek. “Love is life, and you are my love…. You are my entire life.”
I had learned of late that someone who appears wicked on the outside, may actually turn out to possess the kindest soul of all. Flame projected violence and hate, but when he looked upon Maddie, you could see nothing but adoration in his stare.
