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“I’ve been stuck in that body for years and you want me to…” “Be with Isis, yes,” Souxie said. “You like her. It’s clear she likes you. She’s always liked you, even as a cat. That’s a good sign.”
“Do you mind if I sleep here for an hour before I head back?” He asked, gently wiping my thighs down. “Do you mind if I sleep here,” I childishly mocked. “Do you mind if we get married and I have your babies? The fuck are we talking about?” I popped irritably. “Of course you can stay here…and then wake me up with it before you go.”
“Your heart bleeds black poisonous blood,” he whispered, seeing his fangs slowly stretch down his mouth and poke at his lower lip. “In another lifetime, you would have been my beautiful wife that I would fall in love with over and over…give you beautiful healthy children…and make sure you want for nothing. You would have been so easy to fall in love with Souxie but hate consumes you to the point where you are bad for even someone like me, a monster.”
“One day, you are going to wake up and realize no one really loves you…no one wants to really be around you, and you have no one you can turn to for ginuwine emotions, feelings, and comfort. They will only fear you because that is all you think you can handle…fear…madness…and violence. When you deserve warmth, affection, kindness, and someone that will love,” lowering his lips on mine, “every inch of your body…and soul…inside and out…”
babies as my Mama calls us, the generation I’m responsible for. We are born of storms, and high tides, and we are known for the most beautiful women you’ll never be able to touch.” He grinned as a few laughed.
“If you gotta shift into whatever the fuck you are to swim better, do that. After this step, it’s a thirty foot drop.” Solo said before warning, “this ain’t for the weak.”
“Ugh I wish it wasn’t so…strict with this pack. I don’t think Maze is the only one to step out and be with someone and I didn’t know about Randal…there were others coming to me about him after that meeting…He should have been taken care of but the men hold their secrets so well in this family…”
“Can you explain the moon switching over like that when I was in danger? Can you explain seeing you in the field with red eyes looking up at the red moon? Maybe I am Gaia reincarnated…maybe I am the moon that came back down to earth and settled here to find my…beast…”
“When this sickness turns into desperation…and addiction, this is what happens,”
“Do you understand what I’m saying? This is what it fucking means…This is what it means to be what we are…I can’t help it…I can’t stop it. It is the only way I can survive and I HATE IT!”
“This is what I am,” he said, seeing the corner of his eyes bubble with a tiny blot of blood popping out. “This is what I was forced to be. I want you to stay exactly as you are.”
“FUCK the First Family!” He spat angrily. “I am your First Family and nobody else. Do you hear me? Don’t involve yourself with nobody outside of me. I want you to stay with your little friends, and boyfriend…Be as you are, not what they want you to become. I want you to live the normal life I never got the chance to have.”
I want you to live the normal life I never got the chance to have. Say fucking less.
“What are we doing? Huh? What are we doing because at this point, I’m risking my fucking life, my sanity, and my gah damn peace trying to pay you any type of fucking mind!”
“Your family will make her a target. My family has already made her a target,” Bellamy cut in with a serious tone. “Do whatever you gotta do to keep her safe and I’ma do the same. That’s all I wanted to say. You knew her before me…but barely…breh.”
“We good, boyfriend. I don’t mean no harm to her or your sister. I just want an understanding with mine.”
“So they think you’re Gaia…who isn’t First Family, but a…moon? God that came to earth. They lied about their entire history… Your parents are alive but don’t recognize you or him as their own because of a blood contract that was broken.”
“What are you going to do when you and I finally have sex? Are you going to box up my vagina to keep too?”
I can see now after we have sex, he was going to be a stage five clinger.
“For a man that doesn’t eat food–––” “I eat you, you’re my food.”
“If you think,” Asha started, tucking her phone in her purse, “that I’m going to just kick back with a bunch of bitches that tried to drown me, you got another thing coming.”
“I’m cool with him and I’m good in the house. You can’t play in my face and I still stand in front of you like everything is all good. Nah. I forgive, I don’t forget and he knows I stand in that.”
“For your information, I haven’t been with anyone since you and it’s not because I’m waiting on you. I have enough dick lined up for months and my fair share to choose from. Trust me, I’m not waiting on anything I can get on my own. Thank you,” flipping her hand out with an attitude, “next please.”
“Souxie is giving weird lesbo vibes, Isis is legit burning up and Asha you are squeezing me to the point of breaking bones! Ahhhh!” Maggie cried in laughter. “Okay! Okaaay! I get it! I’m the best thing that’s ever happened and you can’t live without me…Yall can let go of me now. I have to update you on A LOT that has happened.”
A blood contract requires blood ties, and lifelines, and so much other work involved but once signed, that’s it.”
“Mimic. I have mimic tendencies,” he said. Bellamy touched his earlobe to gently massage and pull when he looked at the rest of the table. “I tend to pick up accents and languages when I hear them…People usually relax around me if they think I’m one of them…or sound similar…helps when I’m looking to feed.” “Oh…”
“I must really fuck with y'all to pass up some of the best sex of my life to look at y'all loser ass faces all night!” I cried.
“We are to remain close, and never let anything or anyone break our circle.”
“A witch, a siren, a nymph and a vampire walk onto a college campus…and decide to shake shit up…” Souxie said with a grin. “Let’s make sure our stories together are filled with nothing but unforgettable memories and it’s fuck everyone else who isn’t us till the end.”
“You may prefer my brother but don’t ever mistake my preference as a weakness. If I wanted to fuck you, I can.”
WHY ARE YOU CARRYING BULLSHIT WHEN YOU AIN’T STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD IT?!”
“Always gotta keep that lil demon in you in check,” he mumbled, staring carefully at me. “Before she takes over…and wrecks havoc. I knew I should have never drank and smoked when I was pregnant with you.”
“Some of my best work and you are all fucked up inside,” he said with a tisk of his teeth, trying to fix my hair before becoming annoyed. “Turn around. You know how much I hate a sloppy ass look.”
“Turn around so I can see,” Jean said as he raised his chin to examine me. I turned around to stare at him before his eyes softened, just for a second. Just for that tiny moment, I saw the love and obsession he had for me but it was masked with a hardened heart that he felt he needed to keep with me.
“I’m going to say this only one time,” he warned, looking me directly in the eyes. “Life is going to continue to throw things at you…You don’t have to catch every fucking thing, you understand? Carry only what you can handle, the rest of it? Let it go. Everything doesn't have to be a cat and mouse game. Everybody don’t have to fuck with you because you say so. Everything doesn't have to be your way because it’s you. What’s meant for you will be for you and it will just make sense. It will click, you understand?”
“You need a man like that. A man that isn’t scared of shit but another man taking his place.”

