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He opened the door. “What the fuck took you so long?” he asked, annoyed. “We were celebrating. Big win tonight, you know?” Shane stepped back to let the tall, smirking Russian man into the apartment. “I got away as soon as I could,” Rozanov said, his tone less teasing. “Didn’t want to draw attention, right?” “Sure.” And that was the last word Shane got out before Rozanov’s mouth crashed into his.
He didn’t want to live with his father, or depend on anyone anymore. He wanted to be rich and famous and loved and have a huge garage full of sports cars. He wanted expensive clothes and gorgeous women and hot nightclubs. He wanted the weight of his family, and his country, lifted. He wanted to be himself.
“What is your room number?” Rozanov asked. “Fourteen ten,” Shane said, far too quickly. Rozanov’s mouth twitched up. “If I knock on door of room 1410 tonight...maybe around nine?” Shane fought to keep his voice even. “I might open the door.” Rozanov smiled. “I might knock.”
“You are embarrassed.” “Well!” “You don’t play with your ass? It makes you gay?” “Oh my fucking god...” “You know what makes you gayer?” “Rozanov...shut the fuck—” “Sucking my dick. You were doing that a minute ago.” Hollander sat up. “I’ve played with it, all right? I’ve—I’ve got a...thing.” “A thing?” “A dildo! Okay?” Ilya grinned so hard it hurt. “What color?” “Fuck you!” “Is it big?” “I’m leaving.”
“I know we said...about Montreal...but...” Ilya crossed his arms and leaned against a wall. “We probably shouldn’t,” Hollander finished. “No?” “No. I mean...obviously, right?” Ilya watched Hollander run a nervous hand through his damp hair. “It’s stupid,” Hollander said, more to himself than to Ilya. “This is stupid. I don’t know why we did this. Again.”
“Fuck. Fuck. You have to stop. If you want me to fuck you...” Hollander ripped his mouth away from Ilya’s cock, but then he went very still. “Shit. Oh god. Fuck.” Ilya felt wetness splash against his thigh. Hollander’s body jerked a couple of times, and then he buried his face in Ilya’s shoulder. “Fuck.” “Hollander?” “I’m sorry,” he groaned. “I can’t believe I just...you didn’t even touch me!” And Ilya just...laughed. Because it was fucking funny. “Don’t fucking laugh at me.” “Been a while?” Ilya teased.
“Fuck, Rozanov. What the fuck? We’re on in like five seconds!” “Fifty seconds. We are fine.” “Does it matter to you that everyone backstage has been having a heart attack looking for you?” “Not really.” Shane’s hands rolled into fists at his sides. “Where were you, anyway?” “Busy.” “Oh yeah? With who?” Rozanov just smirked. “We’re on.”
“No.” He let go of Shane, and stepped back. “What?” Shane sputtered. “No. I will not do anything to you in here. We will go back out there, and sit in our seats, and then go to the party. And then, when you have been waiting all night for it, you will come to my hotel room. And I will maybe do more than suck your dick.”
Later, when they were fucking, Shane braced himself with a hand flat on Rozanov’s chest. Rozanov covered that hand with his own, which surprised Shane. Rozanov never took his eyes off his face, except to watch when Shane started stroking himself.
Shane’s eyes opened. Rozanov was looking at him seriously again. “You want me to stay here?” Rozanov seemed to realize what he had just asked, because his face changed and he shrugged, forcing a half grin. “I’m not done with you yet.” “Oh.” That was more familiar. “I can’t stay. You know that.” “You could. The game is tomorrow afternoon. No morning practice.” “I told Hayden—” Rozanov rolled his eyes. “Is Hayden your mother?” “No. But he’s...expecting me. I told him I was meeting a friend.” Rozanov snorted. “That was a lie.” Shane laughed at that. “Yeah. Well.” Rozanov lowered himself until his
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Rozanov didn’t reply for a moment. Then he turned back to the television and said, “I like girls.” “Yeah, no shit.” “But I also like you.” “Well, lucky me,” Shane grumbled. “Not as a person, of course,” Rozanov teased. “But you have a good mouth.” He took a suggestive bite of his dill pickle.
Shane untangled himself from Ilya and stood. “I should go.” It was an understatement. Shane needed to get the fuck out of there. Immediately. He clumsily tucked himself back into his jeans as he staggered backward, away from Ilya. Shit, where did I leave my underwear? “Go?” “Yeah... I...uh, I shouldn’t stay. I can’t. We can’t. This is...” Ilya shifted on the couch, stretching one arm across the back and resting his ankle on his knee, casual as anything. “This is nothing, Hollander.” Hollander. You called me Shane. “I know. I just...team meeting in the morning. I forgot.” That made Ilya laugh.
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