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Maybe it was just that, after a life of playing at a level above everyone else, Shane had finally met his match.
He didn’t want to return to Russia at all. He wanted to stay in North America and start the next phase of his life. He didn’t want to hear his father—who likely hadn’t even watched any of the games—shame him for not bringing home a gold medal. He didn’t want to live with his father, or depend on anyone anymore. He wanted to be rich and famous and loved and have a huge garage full of sports cars. He wanted expensive clothes and gorgeous women and hot nightclubs. He wanted the weight of his family, and his country, lifted. He wanted to be himself.
he heard Rozanov say, without a trace of irony, “The Bears will be happy with me this season. I will score fifty goals.” “Fifty goals?” the stunned interviewer asked. “Are you fucking kidding me?” Shane asked at home. “Yes. By end of February,” Rozanov said.
“You need a lamp beside your couch in that apartment,” Mom said, completely out of nowhere. “What?” “Your living room. It’s too dark. Do you want the one from the den at home? We don’t need it.” “That’s okay, Mom. You keep that. I’ll get one.” “Yuna! He doesn’t need our old furniture! He’s a millionaire!” “It’s a nice lamp!” she argued. “They don’t make nice things anymore.”
but every time Shane went to Rozanov’s actual home, he felt his world tilt a bit. It was an extra layer of wrongness thrown on top of the mountain of bad ideas they had been scaling for six years.
“I got, um, ginger ale. You like that shit, right?” “Yeah. I do.” Shane looked at him oddly. Shane didn’t often drink because he didn’t want to do anything that might compromise his performance on the ice. Over the years he had developed an affinity for ginger ale as a substitute for beer.
Ilya has been paying attention to what Shane likes to drink 🫠 that is the sweetest thing ever. HE PAYS ATTENTION!
“I don’t want to come back here.” Shane was confused by the sudden topic change. “To Russia, you mean?” “Da. I want to become American. Or Canadian. But I am in America, so...” In that moment, Shane wished like hell that Ilya played for a Canadian team. “You should,” Shane said. “Have you looked into—?” “We should get married,” Ilya said.
“The what? What the fuck with these words, Hollander? I’m tired.”
she clapped her hands together and jumped up from her chair. “All right, so what’s the plan?” she said. “We’ve got a problem, let’s solve it.” Shane glanced at a bewildered-looking Ilya. He gave him a small smile. They had Yuna on their side now, and Shane couldn’t imagine a better ally.
bad.” “You would leave Boston?” Mom asked, stunned. “For Shane?” Ilya didn’t hesitate. “Yes.” She frowned, as if she couldn’t believe anything he was saying was real. “Oh my god!” Shane exclaimed. “You’re actually conflicted, aren’t you, Mom?” “What are you talking about?” “You’re bothered by his lack of loyalty to his team!” “Well!” Mom said, as if that was a perfectly reasonable way to react to the fact that Ilya was so madly in love with her son that he was willing to throw his whole life into upheaval.
“Then I will bring you to that dock out there. I will have hundreds of candles all over it...” “That sounds like a fire hazard.” “Is on the water, Hollander. Fucking relax. Will be beautiful, you will love it. The candles. The lake. The full moon.” “Oh, is it a clear night?” “Yes. Of course. And I will get on one knee—” “Ilya—” “And I will say, ‘Shane Hollander, will you please marry me so I can become Canadian citizen faster?’”

