After the Rain

by Renee Carlino

“Fear is mainly what’s holding me back. I need to learn to find a balance so that I don’t fear life without someone.” “That’s not a very romantic sentiment.” “I had stars in my eyes before. I idealized what Jake and I had. I was only with him for a year and a half. We were only just getting to know each other. I let him pull me in so much that I didn’t think I could go on without him.” “Isn’t that how you’re supposed to feel?” “Listen to you. You’re suddenly the expert on love.” “I know a few things when it comes to matters of the heart.” “Well, Dr. Meyers, do tell.” “Love is selfless. The other night I proved to you how selfish I could be, but I won’t make that mistake again. I think I know what needs to be done, but first you have to tell me where you want to be.” “I want to be with you.” I tightened my grip around her. “Then we’ll go back.” “No, you’ll go back. I’m going to stay with my mom for a while and take classes here. That’s my decision.”