“And I think all the tears were for . . . were . . . I realized all these years I’ve prayed and I’ve prayed and I’ve prayed, but I never really trusted. I never trusted God because sometimes—most of the time—it felt like I didn’t have to. I had full control. They were under our roof. They were dependent on our money. The things that were hard in their lives, I could make easier by doing something special for them. I think at the end of the day I trusted in . . . me. And God’s called me on it, you know? I’m spinning out of control because I trust in me: to be a good mom, to keep them safe and
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