Maybe I could do it right this time. I know I’m rough, too old for her. But maybe if I do it right this time and don’t come on too strong, I could have a possibility of a relationship. I’ve always been headstrong and brash. It’s how I survived years of being on my own as a child. Those walls keep me safe. But they’ve also kept people out. I don’t want that anymore. I have a dark empty house. I want a wife, I want kids. I think I want her specifically.
