“I don’t think I can let go of what he did to even be able to try to be with him, Brady. I’ve attempted it. I’ve found myself enjoying his attention here and there since, but then suddenly it all comes back, and I can’t get away from him fast enough. Like in the back of my mind, I know we can’t get over the past, but then shit like this happens, and suddenly I’m confused again. It’s like a part of me isn’t convinced I don’t want him, and I’m not sure how I feel about that. I was hoping he would accept this for what it was and distance himself, but he did the opposite.”
