I contemplate it for a few seconds (by holding my breath for a long, long time), but I decide against it for many reasons including, but not limited to: I cannot die because of man. Embarrassing. I cannot die in front of Aminah’s mum. Even more embarrassing. I cannot die because of man in front of Aminah’s mum. Disgrace to my family. I cannot die at Aminah’s engagement party, because she would break her No JuJu stance to conduct a séance so she can bring me back to life just to kill me again.
