Xander’s gorgeous. Contacts or no contacts, cute clothes or sweatpants, lip gloss or bare face, I’m constantly blown away by how stunning he is. But it’s not only his looks that I’m attracted to. Xander is an old soul. I can see it in his wary eyes, how sometimes he turns so introspective I lose him for a moment. He jokes about what he’s been through and has no issue saying some messed-up things about himself that make me die a little inside. I can’t imagine he means them or that saying those things is good for him, but I’m no psychologist, so what would I know?
