“I…I don’t know,” I say because I don’t. It’s supposed to be just sex between us. I’ve never slept in the same bed as Rowan. We’ve been clear about where the line is, although I know he’s slid in under my barbed wire at some point. Sure, maybe it’s great that this thing between us has evolved. But I don’t know how I could ever get into a relationship right now with where my head is, and he doesn’t want anything more than what we have anyway. Letting myself think otherwise is setting myself up for heartbreak, and I’ve had about enough of that lately. Not to mention I’ve been lying to him about
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