God’s will was not hidden somewhere “out there” in the situations in which I found myself; the situations themselves were his will for me. What he wanted was for me to accept these situations as from his hands, to let go of the reins and place myself entirely at his disposal. He was asking of me an act of total trust, allowing for no interference or restless striving on my part, no reservations, no exceptions, no areas where I could set conditions or seem to hesitate.
Acceptance if I am understanding correctly is the key to whole submission. Accepting the situations at hand and handing him the reins. I admit I do not completely understand, but I can just barely grasp the gist.
