“What if I do love you? What if I am so fucking in love with you there are moments I can’t see straight? But what if one day, it’s just over? If it just disappears? I’ll lose everything, not just you, CeCe. I’ll lose my family. All fucking over again.” I smile through my tears and start laughing. “That’s the thing about love, Nash. There are no guarantees, it can be here one day and the next, it can all go up in smoke. You can’t control it. You can’t foresee it, you just have to decide if you can have enough faith to trust it, if the life we could have in between is worth the fear of losing
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