I need to talk to her. Say that I’m sorry, try to figure out how Quenen is manipulating her, and comfort her by telling her we are leaving together. She will forgive me. She will understand that she means everything to me. That’s why I lost it, the mere thought of her betraying me. What I did wasn’t right, but I was threatened. Backed into a corner and I didn’t know that Quenen was manipulating her. I should have been there for her. I should have done things differently.

