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The woman was like a fucking goddess, tonguing me back as vigorously as possible.
Grace
Torch was here, in my home, and he wanted me. I knew he’d wanted me for a while, but he never knew I felt the same way until now, unless I hadn’t hidden my attraction as well as I thought.
“Do you have any idea how fucking hot you are in doc mode? You turn that voice on me in the bedroom, and I’m gonna be like a fucking schoolboy, jizzing my pants instead of giving you the dicking down you deserve.”
Why did his touch feel loving and sweet, when I expected roughness and dismissive touches?
Now if you don’t mind, I really wanna strip you of every inch of clothing, and fuck you until the only thing you remember is how well my cock fits inside you.”
Was there anything sexier than a woman so fucking horny, she’d forgotten how to think or speak?
“This way. I want all those things you mentioned, Torch. God, I’ve wanted them for ages.” Fucking really? Ages huh? She really was playing hard to get that whole time. She was about to find out how hard I play, and it had been a long fucking time coming.
“Talk to me, doc. What’s going through that big old brain of yours?”
Grace
I’d been with bad boys before, but none of them had set me on fire the way Torch did. None of them had made me yearn to be theirs, to give up everything just to be with them, just to feel their touch, to submit to their will. How did he have such power over me?
“Doc? Stop making excuses. I know you’re back with me now, so give me one good reason why I shouldn’t plough you so fucking good that you can’t walk for a week,”
“I wanna give you this, babe. I wanna shove it so deep inside you, the only thought in your head is gonna be how it feels, plundering your fucking pussy like-” “St-stop!”
She wants me to treat her like a filthy little slut, doesn’t she?
“You sure about this? You wanna be degraded and mistreated because you’re a disgusting little slut?” I felt a shudder run through her at my words, but fuck, it was the kind of shudder that she’d probably get just before an...
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“You’ve never done this before with anyone, have you? I’m your first. I’m the one you trusted to mistreat you?” “I… yes.”
She was desperate, horny as all hell, and she was about to get my cock, just like she needed.
“So fucking wet, just begging for my cock in this slutty little hole, eh?”
Grace
He knew what I wanted though. He’d figured it out by reading me, by reading my pathetically limited responses to him and his questions.
He worked out what I couldn’t seem to put into words. That I wanted to be treated like a filthy worthless whore, and he was the first man I felt could do it without actually causing me harm. There was something in him. A warmth, a vulnerability, something that made him seem more human than the other ‘bad guys’ I’d fallen for.
It was like he knew the right words to unlock what was trapped inside me, and I found myself on my knees before I could even really absorb what he was saying. It was what I wanted, and somehow he just knew. He’d read me better than any man ever had.
Now there’s Grace. The one woman I was fully prepared to treat like a fucking queen. The one woman I’d have got on my knees for, and given her whatever she fucking wanted. And what she wanted? To be treated like she meant nothing to me. To be treated like she wasn’t my fucking world, when I was pretty sure that was exactly what she was.
Hanging on, and not coming down her throat a few thrusts in had been a challenge, because it’d been a while, and it was her. It was Grace. My doc. The woman I’d been rubbing one out to ever since that accident that first put us in the same room.
Her smile was wide, trembly, and fucking ecstatic. She was so happy, so proud, and so beautiful, so fucking beautiful as she gazed back at me. Her eyes were wide and a little glazed, and as I moved my hand away, she pulled it back, sucking my cum-soaked thumb into her mouth with a happy moan. Fuck me. This woman might have just been fucking sent by the gods. How the hell did she want anything to do with an asshole like me?
Grace
It was just a blow job, and a rough and nasty one at that, so why did I feel like I’d just had the biggest orgasm of my life? Even as I felt needy and desperate down there, I also felt like I’d just been given this big gift, and I couldn’t ignore how relaxed and sated I felt.
Even though he’d clearly understood what I’d been wanting, he seemed on edge now, like he was worried he’d pushed things too far. I think he could have been even rougher, or meaner, and it still would have been just perfect.
From there, I went straight to the shower, knowing I had an evening of cleaning ahead of me before I could sleep. I hoped at least, when I slept, that I’d be able to relive those amazing moments with Torch, especially if they were the only ones I’d have.
Even today, I’d taken advantage of her still being by Lissa’s office, and I talked my way into her home, and into her fucking bedroom. Didn’t quite make it to the bed though. I’d wanted to bury my cock so deep in her, it’d leave a fucking imprint she’d never forget, but yeah… shit didn’t go down the way I’d hoped. At least I got to blow my load, right?
“Well, obviously you now know the man I was talking about, the man I need to stay away from, is Torch.”
“Might as well call it what it is, right? The fact is, I gave in to my impulses, and already did exactly what I was trying to avoid. I took him home with me after his session with you.”
For the record, he does seem to be a really decent guy, and I only think I should stay away now, because it’s obvious that my issues are worse at the moment, and that’s maybe because of my interest in him.”
“Let’s just say that I have a problem with mess, and disorder, and yesterday with Torch was both messy and disorderly.”
“The issue was that I couldn’t handle the mess after, and I needed to get clean, and clean everything, and I don’t think I made it clear what the problem was.”
“It sounds like you’ve already had therapy regarding those issues. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder?”
“I… oh my god… I like to be degraded, uh sexually. I mean, I always thought I would, but I never got to experience it until him. He was exactly what I needed, and I could trust him because for some reason I knew he wouldn’t actually hurt me.”

