think he was just unlucky, but this is why he freaked out at you being there. It’s too late for those of us already connected with club members, but I suspect he’s been trying to keep the club unaware of you, to keep you safe. He pushed you away like that, making a show of it, because he wanted them to think you don’t matter to him, when I think it’s probably exactly the opposite. I know he feels for you, any idiot could see that, but I think he hoped they wouldn’t.”
