you can’t be punished for intentions, failed attacks are often not even spoken of, they’re even denied by the intended victims, because everything goes on as before, the air is the same, there’s no wound to the skin, there’s no change in the flesh, no tear, the pillow pressed down on no one’s face is inoffensive, and afterwards everything is exactly the same as before because the mere accumulation of events and the blow that strikes no one and the attempt at suffocation that suffocates no one are not enough in themselves to change things or relationships, neither is repetition or insistence or
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