“I wanted you to stay with every ounce of my being. But I didn’t realize that I was afraid. I was afraid of giving myself to someone again and getting hurt. I didn’t want to give you all I have just for you to tell me down the road that I wasn’t enough. The night at the restaurant, you said you might want to move to California. It was an instant trigger for me. That's where my ex moved. That was the place that was worth more to her than me and Sienna. I kept thinking…what if she stays and regrets it, and leaves me for California too? I covered my fears up and pretended I was just looking out
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