He’s lost himself, his mind crazed by me, by this. He’s not just fucking me—he’s rewriting me, violating me for anyone else. With every thrust, he carves himself into me, so deeply, so thoroughly, that I know I’ll never be the same. My innocence is long gone now, it’s been torn right out me by my big brother. And I crave it. I want him to destroy me, to let his
