Troubled Waters

by Zee Reneé

Why the fuck would you do that shit to me, nigga? I’m your fucking son?” I fumed, punching Carter’s pad so hard that his swole ass lost his footing. Carter had no words, he only continued catching the hits with his pads. “You beat Nova outta jealously. You knew what you couldn’t do with Kai, so you chose the weakest link at the time. Try that shit now.” I punched again. “The most fucked up thing you could’ve done was try to rape me. Drown me first, beat the fuck out me to the point…Argh!” I fired off punch after punch. “I’m in this bitch bleeding while you held my head under hot water. To make the shit worse, while I’m borderline near death, you tried to backdoor yo own fucking son, literally. I wish yo mama would’ve swallowed you. Each time I suffer, I got to start remembering how yo body looked against that cold floor. You were the first dead body I’d ever seen, and it makes my adrenaline rush when I think of how you didn’t die instantly. You suffered for one minute and five seconds. I know ‘cause I counted. That still ain’t enough. I wish you could suffer every day like I do, both mentally and physically.”