"You both treated me like I meant something. I'm not used to that. And with us, you and me, it's—was—so special. But I didn't know it was just meant to be us. This is all new to me. And I'm learning to survive here. I fucked up, I know I did. And I can't forgive myself for hurting you. But I'm willing to help you if it means finding a way to fix the hurt."