The fear that rooted deep inside of me when he received the news of a trade took over and my mind began to spiral. What if he found someone else? What if he realized how much I was head over fucking heels in love with him and decided I was too much? What if he realized he didn’t really love me and decided to end it? What if the distance became too much? I guess my anxieties started long before my injury because it was when Jackson had to leave that the voices started to take control in my mind.
