Now, don’t get me wrong, I am happy for him. His soon-to-be husband, Alex, has brought the best out in Blaine—and saved me from prematurely getting more gray hairs before I hit the big four-oh—and while today is filled with happiness and love, it’s a stark reminder of everything I’ve failed at. One of them being the man sitting next to me, and it’s safe to say I failed him big-time.
