I tried something and it didn’t work and now I’m stuck. And it made me feel so trapped. And it made me―and I’m sorry to say this―but it made me angry. And then I started to imagine myself in a new way. I’ve always had this mind where I fixate on things and just kind of have an ability to pick up information and figure things out. And I don’t even remember why, but I got interested in organic farming and I started to think about a simpler life, and I read up on agriculture and it was exciting. I had this little life that I was living in my head while I was living my real life with you and your
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