The Compound

by Aisling Rawle

They didn’t know beauty, these boys. They saw blurred outlines and thought they knew the picture.

What did it matter to wake up at the same time every morning and wear the same clothes and try to eat more protein but less sugar, when an earthquake or a tsunami or a bomb might end it all at any minute? Or maybe we would all continue to boil, slowly but surely, in the mess that we pretended was an acceptable place to live.

Reality had become a slippery thing: I wasn’t certain on what part of my life I was an active part of, and what was a result of the machinations around me. But that, to me at least, felt no different from how it had been on the outside.

I wanted to be free from the daily confrontation with the slow decay of humanity and everything we had built.